When I was in H/S I tried to be in a better place but was like i was invincible and couldn't die. Since then its been a roller coaster. And my pops has been 4years this Christmas day and i feel little relief on coping with everything. Everyday there is so much negative things happening there's nothing that I need to finish. Blah, blah..... I eont know why I'm wasting y'alls time with MY problems...... Whatever, l8r