Apologies for the issue with a bizarre redirect on the site earlier today. There was a large server update and an error in an IP address had the traffic routing wrongly. No hacking or anything nefarious and nothing to worry about. Sorry for any stress/anxiety caused. Very best wishes - SF Admin
Perhaps it would be good for you to curl up and cry or sleep. Tears are cathartic and sleep restores. (And a good cry often puts me to sleep.) Go ahead if you can and cry til you can't cry anymore, then sleep. I hope you feel better when you get up.