OMG!!! Its happening again, I can't be me... everywhere I go everything thing I do he has blocked... I can't even load a you tube video as it says my laptop is in safety mode... oh God he moaned at me for using private browsing now he has blocked everything... he reads everything. I can't live like this he is above reproach he is so self righteous it makes me sick. Is it even right to be upset? He has me questioning everything every single sight I go to has these asterixes that remembers and tracks passwords... its times like this where I just want to give up and die, my music is all that has ever kept me going. Surely its not right that any one person takes so much pleasure in deciding what another person can or can't do? I don't know what to think or feel anymore, I don't want to keep changing my passwords. He accesses and changes my passwords to what he knows then when I try get in and can't they go overboard verifying MY identity when its MY personal email account. God I just want to run away from him, from everything. I can't live like this.