I am a drug addict who is also an alchoholic and also happens to be a suicidal, bi-polar, depressed etc. person... and I don't know how to deal with it... WHY IS LIFE SO HORRIBLE. The drugs have sucked the little happiness I had left outta me and now theres nothing left... I've almost drank myself to death many times, not even meaning to. I just got a needle stuck in my arm a little while ago and it was all infected, i finally got it out about 7 days ago... I don't know what to do, life is getting outta hand. I'm drunk all the time....: :burp: and if I'm not drunk outta my mind im high outta my mind. Most of the time im both... so how do i live??? FUcK maybe I shouldn't.