I have not written here before, but I have been reading. I want my troubles to end. I see the easiest way is to die. I attempted suicide in March. I just wish that I had died then. I am tired of trying to find a reason to live. I just don't care about my brothers or my parents. The only people I don't want to hurt are my neices and nephews. They are the only ones that I don't want to screw up.