Suicidal and scared to deathhhhhh!!!!!

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by gothicmoon, Mar 31, 2009.

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  1. gothicmoon

    gothicmoon Member

    hey guys im a new member here, and i registered cuz i have no where else to turn. ive been suffering from depression since like 2001 or something, and im currently in treatment with meds and weekly therapy for a number of diorders. i believe ive been having these thoughts of death and the afterlife and ending it all since my early teen years. i can never remember a time when and if ive ever been happy, even as a child. im 22 now and ive had ENOUGH!!!!!!!!!! and just recently, a situation came up where im gonna lose my dad. not in death, but was wrongly accused for doing something he did not do. so the cops called the house and had him arrested! how do you think someone, already in a real mental crisis and battling their own problems and already feeling suicidal, would react to this? :eek:hmy::eek:hmy::eek:hmy::eek:hmy::eek:hmy: i need immediate advice asap!!!!!!! ive called the hotline before, but i vowed never to do that again because they got the wrong asumption that i tried to kill myself then and there, when i really just wanted to vent it out! IS THAT JUSTICE???????? please guys and girls, i need ur help so severely bad. i think im really about to something and its not gonna be pretty. name here is kris.......please leave me a personal email
  2. Godsdrummer

    Godsdrummer Guest


    That is horrible news about your Dad. Do you have any other family?
  3. valley

    valley Member

    Do you want to explain what happened to your dad?

    Please try not to panic. Being arrested does not mean he is going to jail for a long time. If he doesn't plead guilty, there still has to be a trial. Please, at least don't panic until your dad has spoken to a public defender (assuming he doesn't have his own lawyer).
  4. gothicmoon

    gothicmoon Member

    i dont want to go into any detail here, its way too difficult to really explain my feelings about this on a public site. please email me.
  5. Beautiful Disaster

    Beautiful Disaster Forum Buddy SF Supporter

    hello kris

    welcome to the forum :hug:

    this is not a public site, but if you dont feel like writing your story on here, i understand but it is ok. people can read it and give you advice on here, and you might meet people who are in a simimlair situation.. could be very helpfull

    You can always pm me or add me on msn or skype

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