So I am on Bart commuting home. Just wanna die tonight in my sleep. Office was ok. Several people talked with me about new job. Learned what hadoop is. Started the morning with ge asking for exec summary. That was good. But depression makes everything look bad. Beacause it is bad. Really is. So now what? Could pull the plug tomorrow? Problem is I won't too afraid of death. That is the honest truth. I bet that's why most people won't do it on this forum.