My therapist told me that having suicidal feelings comes from having homicidal feelings directed at you at some part in your life. Now looking at my childhood it would appear to be normal, but at a subtle level I can definitely feel this homicidal energy sent my way. It was as it's always been. I was not allowed to feel whatever I was feeling. This wasn't verbally expressed. It was all a very subtle guilt laid upon me for being a person and having feelings. For being alive! On a very subtle level, I was made to feel guilty for being alive. I hate very much that it was subtle too. I'd rather my Dad have told me he hated me. Anyway, what do you think about that statement? Do you think feeling suicidal comes from homicidal feelings directed at you in some point in your life (this does not have to be blatant), or do you think there are many more factors?