Suicidal feelings, no hope left for the future. Leaving it up to God.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by afraidoflife, Sep 14, 2013.

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  1. afraidoflife

    afraidoflife Active Member

    I have no hope for the future. I have paranoid schizpohrenia and asperger syndrome , no friends, no girlfriends, nothing. I tried to end it a few days ago <Mod Edit: Methods> but my family came and got me admitted to psychward. Now I am at my home again and the suicidal feelings are back again. I weel something drawing me to the window so I can end it. I pray for christs sake 2-3 hours each day and listen to music but cant find relief. I am / feeling hopeless I cant live without Jesus/God in my life. I dont want any more. I am tired. I want to rest. I am soon 27 years old, Ive had enough. I dont have time to wait for the endtimes either.

    I dont know if I have the courage to end it like this way but I hope I can take the final step. No more no more.
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  2. Butterfly

    Butterfly Sim Addict Staff Alumni SF Author SF Supporter

    Hey honey,

    I am sorry that you are feeling like this. What happened when you were at the psych ward? Perhaps you need to reach out again, have a medication change and/or therapy to help you overcome these feelings. You are not alone :hug: please keep talking to us.
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