I think the worst suicidal feelings are the ones where you can't see the cause. Things are going pretty well for me, I have a job interview on thursday then I'm going down to Cornwall for the weekend to see a friend. But I want to die, and I don't know why. It feels inevitable, I have a plan for doing it. I see no point in living. I don't even feel anything as I'm writting this. My death means nothing, it doesn't matter. I don't see the point in resisting it anymore, why not just die? I can't think of any answer to that.