Finally I'm brave enough to make steps in order to commit suicide.
First, I got a perfect method - not painless but it's more painful to stay alive.
Second, tomorrow I'm going to arrange my own cremation or funeral.
The other steps are simpler: Pay some bills, clean up my room.
My suicide notes are ready, I just have to edit some details.
Finally I am brave enough to do it.
My family don't understand I just don't want to live anymore.
First, I got a perfect method - not painless but it's more painful to stay alive.
Second, tomorrow I'm going to arrange my own cremation or funeral.
The other steps are simpler: Pay some bills, clean up my room.
My suicide notes are ready, I just have to edit some details.
Finally I am brave enough to do it.
My family don't understand I just don't want to live anymore.