Hi, Um I don't know how to say this but. I have been feeling very suicidal for the past months, year and now it's hitting me really hard. Is there any advice anyone has? Ive been self-harming and it helps relieve the pain. And now I'm addicted to selfharming. I get bullied at school for the way I dress and how I act. I have really bad anxiety too. I don't know how much longer I can handle this pain. I just want to end it all,but I'm too weak. I'm cowardly.