3-4 again... :/
I just seem too worthless to do anything...and if I'm not capable of doing anything, I can't have anything, I'll be on the same spot forever unless I die...what's the point? Sorry for being annoying, just seems like a waste of my time to be here, I mean be alive, in general.
It doesn't look like I'll ever achieve anything...and even if I could "one day" it would take way too long, be "too late", no point anymore...