I have moved a lot during my childhood, never really got to have childhood friends that are close.
The first time I had close friends where in junior high, i also got bullied and bullied others in those days...
Then came high school, i dropped out cause i was depressed.
Now its gone 3 years and i havent worked or done anything all day long except for cutting of my friends and awaiting armageddon.
Iv got myself a rifle, im awaiting the end days, dont know why i belive in it, maybe depression.
Im paranoid so i always have my phone turned off, im soon 20 and still live at home.
Most of the day im thinking why i havent killed myself yet, why am i putting myself thrue the torture that is my life?
The first time I had close friends where in junior high, i also got bullied and bullied others in those days...
Then came high school, i dropped out cause i was depressed.
Now its gone 3 years and i havent worked or done anything all day long except for cutting of my friends and awaiting armageddon.
Iv got myself a rifle, im awaiting the end days, dont know why i belive in it, maybe depression.
Im paranoid so i always have my phone turned off, im soon 20 and still live at home.
Most of the day im thinking why i havent killed myself yet, why am i putting myself thrue the torture that is my life?