Suicidal thoughts are comforting.

Discussion in 'Suicidal Thoughts and Feelings' started by counterfeit_life, Nov 5, 2013.

Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.
  1. counterfeit_life

    counterfeit_life New Member

    Does anyone else find suicidal thoughts comforting?

    If I find myself in a bad mood or having a rough day I default to suicidal thoughts. It's always comforting for me to some extent. The thought is typically a <edit mod total eclipse method>and is quite graphic. The thought replays in my mind over and over again. Some days I "die" in my head over 100 times.

    I've been a threat to myself for at least 6 months. I have attempted once and spent time on suicide watch twice. I'm not sure what's going to give first; Snapping out of my debilitating depression or following through with one final act. At this point I don't care which happens to me.


    A man who thought he escaped these feelings.
    Last edited by a moderator: Nov 5, 2013
  2. total eclipse

    total eclipse SF Friend Staff Alumni

    I think many of us default to those suicidal thoughts hun as you say it gives us a sense of some kind of control I had to delete the method you posted as it is against rules please when you have time read them ok
  3. kangaroo2

    kangaroo2 Well-Known Member

    I found suicidal thoughts comforting the one time I was suicidal. It made me feel like I had finally found a way out of my struggles.
  4. Ai To Hikari

    Ai To Hikari Active Member


    Think about how incredible it is that you are here right now as a conscious being? Is it not the most amazing miracle? Does it not give you the same warm feeling?

    Ai To Hikari.
Thread Status:
Not open for further replies.