Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?

[Help56]

Please let the pain stop for everyone

 

[seabird]

yes

tired of the life

Tired of talk about why I shouldn't feel the way I feel, or what will help, or how I should feel grateful

 

[1964dodge]

Please let the pain stop for everyone

i hope your pain can stop or at least lessen some time in the near future

mike...

 

[1964dodge]

yes

tired of the life

Tired of talk about why I shouldn't feel the way I feel, or what will help, or how I should feel grateful

you feel the way you do for reasons that are part of your life and it's no persons business to tell you to feel differently. it doesn't hurt to listen to suggestions on how to feel better but at the end of the day you and only you can decide on what will help you. as for being grateful everyone should be at least a little grateful for some things in their life.

for me one thing i'm grateful for is that i'm not the first male human to get pregnant naturally and be forced to do a natural child birth with no pain killers lol

mike....

 

[1964dodge]

not even passing thoughts today

mike

 

[Fleury Dragon]

I've had passing thoughts today but only as an escape to something I'm fearful about. I know I'm not wanting to.

 

[1964dodge]

I've had passing thoughts today but only as an escape to something I'm fearful about. I know I'm not wanting to.

i hope whatever you are fearful about comes to pass without too much distress

mike....

 

[Fleury Dragon]

i hope whatever you are fearful about comes to pass without too much distress

mike....

Thanks Mike, surgery (dental) under general Friday 10th February.

 

[seabird]

you feel the way you do for reasons that are part of your life and it's no persons business to tell you to feel differently. it doesn't hurt to listen to suggestions on how to feel better but at the end of the day you and only you can decide on what will help you. as for being grateful everyone should be at least a little grateful for some things in their life.

for me one thing i'm grateful for is that i'm not the first male human to get pregnant naturally and be forced to do a natural child birth with no pain killers lol

mike....

Thanks mike. I talked to my partner & feel better now.

 

[iloverachel]

yes

tired of the life

Tired of talk about why I shouldn't feel the way I feel, or what will help, or how I should feel grateful

Hope you feel better soon

 

[1964dodge]

Thanks Mike, surgery (dental) under general Friday 10th February.

 

[Road to Nowhere]

 

[AvidFan]

you feel the way you do for reasons that are part of your life and it's no persons business to tell you to feel differently. it doesn't hurt to listen to suggestions on how to feel better but at the end of the day you and only you can decide on what will help you. as for being grateful everyone should be at least a little grateful for some things in their life.

for me one thing i'm grateful for is that i'm not the first male human to get pregnant naturally and be forced to do a natural child birth with no pain killers lol

mike....

I read that wrong and was going to PM you for details as I was fascinated as my mind did a somersault at the concept and wondered why it wasn't on the news!!!!

 

[AvidFan]

yes

tired of the life

Tired of talk about why I shouldn't feel the way I feel, or what will help, or how I should feel grateful

You feel the way you feel and it's a valid response to whatever sufferings you have experienced, but I'm sorry to hear you're feeling that way nonetheless. 😥

 

[seabird]

I read that wrong and was going to PM you for details as I was fascinated as my mind did a somersault at the concept and wondered why it wasn't on the news!!!!

My brain did a double-take on it too. I thought there is more to mike than we knew!
(the physical pain of having a child goes away and one is left with the good parts - that was my experience anyhow.)

 

[Havetoimagine]

yes

tired of the life

Tired of talk about why I shouldn't feel the way I feel, or what will help, or how I should feel grateful

Well said and felt @seabird ... there are no words. Do even these words generate any comfort? One thing that has helped me along the way (in this past year) is to stop internalizing the "why" question.

For me I've discovered that it's OK to speak the "why" question, but it's absolutely toxic to internalize the "why" question. I am happy to share with you I've successfully removed this personal toxin.

Liberating. I wish (pray) nothing but strength to you @seabird

 

[Help56]

Please let it be okay just for a minute

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

I am suicidal. I think my insomnia can not be treated, some days ago my doctor said he doesn’t know what else can be done.

I was watching Therapy in a Nutshell on YouTube while back, and she said one of the best ways to treat insomnia is to get up after you've lain in bed for 20 minutes without falling asleep. Get up and do something relaxing like read, then go back to bed after 10-15 minutes. If you don't fall asleep in another 20 minutes get up, and so on. Sorry if this sounds obvious but she said 80 percent of insomnia can be treated in this way. It does seem to work for me.

 

[Lady Wolfshead]

Please let it be okay just for a minute

This is the right way to view things, I think. In this moment we are okay.

 

[seabird]

Well said and felt @seabird ... there are no words. Do even these words generate any comfort? One thing that has helped me along the way (in this past year) is to stop internalizing the "why" question.

For me I've discovered that it's OK to speak the "why" question, but it's absolutely toxic to internalize the "why" question. I am happy to share with you I've successfully removed this personal toxin.

Liberating. I wish (pray) nothing but strength to you @seabird

thank you

I'd be quite interested in your story. Perhaps PM me, if you want.