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Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?
- Thread starter Petal
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I actually really understand the nightmares cause it does push. I really hope you you understand that hopelessness will go away as long as you push yourself to look at better things in the future. Dont stop posting it helps to let it out. We want you to succeed in life full of happiness and greatness. All you can do is think positive and do your best.
Have you seen a therapist or told anyone that you trust how you have been feeling?
Dont give up.
Have you seen a therapist or told anyone that you trust how you have been feeling?
Dont give up.
Feeling really down. Im so tired and worn out with this falling into a deeper hole. Feeling lifeless all the time. Dont have no strength to go on. The thoughts are getting worse Feelings taking me to my grave. I don't understand why I can't control myself. Why I always feel like death is my way out. Nobody i can trust. Every morning,day,and night I want to die. I dont want to live like this. Feel so worthless not being able to help others especially my family. Sitting here thinking of what my mind wants and its only 1 thing. I really hate myself. I dont want anybody to hurt or feel its there fault cause im messed up in my head that I can't control. I deserve what's coming. Wish I would just get it over with. Just got to figure out best way and when we're and let people know its ok and not there fault. Im so confused. No where for help. Only way is to lose more of everything. I dont deserve life or others dont deserve to hurt cause of me. Sitting here alone ain't good so much going through my head it hurts.
You're not worthless. You are deserving of life.
I can think of at least two non-suicide ways out for you. I don't know if it's helpful to talk about practical things, and if you don't want that it's ok.
I'm worried that you'll make an attempt out of despair, and not see a non-suicide way out even though it's there.
I can think of at least two non-suicide ways out for you. I don't know if it's helpful to talk about practical things, and if you don't want that it's ok.
I'm worried that you'll make an attempt out of despair, and not see a non-suicide way out even though it's there.
I'm worried you're going to kill yourself. That's something to worry about.
I don't think it's going to be good for you if you die. I don't think it's going to be good for your kids either, even though you don't see it that way.
The children of a parent who commits suicide are way more likely to commit suicide themselves. Please know that. You wouldn't be doing your kids any favor by killing yourself.
I think you're someone who can be helped, even if you don't realize it.
I don't think it's going to be good for you if you die. I don't think it's going to be good for your kids either, even though you don't see it that way.
The children of a parent who commits suicide are way more likely to commit suicide themselves. Please know that. You wouldn't be doing your kids any favor by killing yourself.
I think you're someone who can be helped, even if you don't realize it.
Its ok may what i do isn't me. Its something I can't control. When it gets out of my hands I get worried. But no need for you to worry. Its going to be ok. I don't think many people would mind me being gone. Im trying to make sure everyone will be good cause its a matter time. I am trying to keep going but it gets harder as days go on. Im guessing it probably won't be long but its ok. I starting to except its meant to be. Im scared but starting to less scared cause there might be something better after.
I dont want you to worry there is nothing left for me. My kids I do worry bout but know they will be in good hands. So I can go in peace when its time. Its sad that this is all I think bout anymore. Something happened to my head that pushed me so hard that its all I think bout everyday. I dont want to die but I know its going to happen. Please dont worry bout me you a good person and I know you got your own problems and others are better off with your presence. Im just all negative and have no good thoughts and dont want you to get these. You positive in your life not negative and there is no good in my life. Thank you for all you have done.
I dont want you to worry there is nothing left for me. My kids I do worry bout but know they will be in good hands. So I can go in peace when its time. Its sad that this is all I think bout anymore. Something happened to my head that pushed me so hard that its all I think bout everyday. I dont want to die but I know its going to happen. Please dont worry bout me you a good person and I know you got your own problems and others are better off with your presence. Im just all negative and have no good thoughts and dont want you to get these. You positive in your life not negative and there is no good in my life. Thank you for all you have done.
I can't get death out of my head. This is the worst so far. I just want to die but I feel like maybe i am a bad dad,husband,brother,and son. Why can't I just be normal. I just want to die. I think the stress is going to kill me before I off myself. I guess I am a bad father. I don't belong being here. There better off without me. I can't function right. Its right for them to see me like this. Im trying but its getting worse as day goes on. Thing is im ok with it. Im not even getting upset I just can't take these thoughts and i got nobody to talk about with or get on meds to help with it. I'm not going to make it I know it. There is something wrong with me.