Suicidal Thoughts - Are you Feeling Suicidal Today?
- Thread starter Petal
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You find something to do that you enjoy. It could be gardening, shoveling snow, reading, watching a movie, going out to eat, anything that you enjoy. Try and find something that is going to happen in the future that you can look forward to being a part of. Or try to find something that you can get involved in.
looking forward to being intoxicated isn't sad if done in the right place for the right reason. like I used to have a trailer at a campground on the lake in the summer. I worked all week and occasionally got hammered on the weekend. that was the right place and right time. just don't get hammered all the time...mike...
Yes, not actively or w/ any kind of plan but if I were to get a terminal diagnosis tomorrow that said I only had a week at most left of infinite suffering, misery and rejection, oops sorry I mean "living" then I think I'd feel relieved far more than fear at this point. The ratio would be 90% relief, 10% fear of death. Whatever.
I think of suicide everyday and a lot of the time i can deal with it and manage to get ride of them every time those thoughts invade my head.. I've given into them 3 times in my life.. it's been 9 years since I've attempted suicide.. I feel like I'm losing it again and I have no one I can turn to.. I'm all alone.. I feel like there is no point in fighting it, the only thing keeping me here are my younger sibling but even that is fading.. they'd probably be better off without me..