I feel like my depression is sneaking up on me. It may be circumstantial,y boss has been hard on me yesterday and daughter taking over house. I just don't have anyone to talk to and I can't keep up. I just went on vacation with someone and he acts so weird so even that wasn't great. I just exist in this world for no reason. I just don't want to leave a lasting impact on my children and niece, but otherwise, I've had enough of the trauma and scraping and clawing of trying to survive. I'm tired.