Heylo Darlings. For the past 12 months I have struggled with mood swings (maybe due to depression or some other mental illness). For the past 2 months I have experienced suicidal thoughts that are growing worse and more intense. One and a half years ago, I quit cutting. A few weeks ago, I went back to it. Overall, there is no actual reason for my sadness. I keep telling myself: It's because of this. Or that. But when this and that is out of the world, it's something new and it just keeps going. I have seen a therapist I didn't like. Now I am at the crossroads. People have told me to get help, which I will do. I am just not sure, wheather to go to a clinic (or a mental ward whatever it's called) or if a therapist is "enough". I know, no one but me can decide this for real but I want to hear your opinion on clinics/therapists. Any storys?