Going back and forth on if or how I want to keep going and it isn't easy. Thinking of making it to Labor Day and then just ending it. Had plans that weekend to be at a place where I felt like ending it several years ago. (Have avoided returning there ever since for that reason.) Labor Day gives me enough time to take care of things without dragging it out interminably. I have no idea if I would/could actually go through with it but can't stop thinking about it. Makes the day easier somehow knowing it's an option that would work and that yes/no is the only thing I would have to decide.