Im feeling suicidal right now. Im not going to act on it but desire and means is there.
I don't really know how to deal with these desires. I do know it has huge appeal to me right now.
Im not at a point where I can't keep myself safe.
What it's stopping me? Im not really sure. Because its the end once I do it? There is no going back?
I'm not really at the stage where I'm ready for the end.
Right now im wanting these thoughts to stop, the images in my head to go away.
I know what to do once the thoughts become more than just thoughts. But I don't know what to do or how to deal with this part right now.
I don't really know how to deal with these desires. I do know it has huge appeal to me right now.
Im not at a point where I can't keep myself safe.
What it's stopping me? Im not really sure. Because its the end once I do it? There is no going back?
I'm not really at the stage where I'm ready for the end.
Right now im wanting these thoughts to stop, the images in my head to go away.
I know what to do once the thoughts become more than just thoughts. But I don't know what to do or how to deal with this part right now.