I've been having thoughts like these for about 4 years now. They're off and on, nothing really triggers them and they can happen anytime through the day for me. I'm only 21 yet I'm already tired of this life. I've had probably the best life that I could of had during my 21 years on earth. What's the point of continuing if I already reached the zenith of my life. Its never going to get any better but it will get worst. So really, what's the point?