Hi, I'm new here. I've been having suicidal thoughts since i was 16. I'm 21 now. I'm still having suicidal thoughts. My current situation, I just feel that I don't belong in this world. I hate myself. Frankly speaking, I have no friends. No one cares about what i do, how i do things. I'm not even employed atm. I've been looking for a job for 2 months now. I feel that no one needs me. I just want to feel wanted... Why is it so hard to feel wanted?