New member here. I don't want to go in-depth in this post, but I have written a blog post in the past, please feel free to read it. https://careaboutonlineprivacy.wordpress.com/2011/02/05/life/ In the post, I haven't been truly forthcoming about shit that happened to me as a child, but I always thought I had dealt with it well enough. It's only recently I think i'm realising it's fucked me up. If anyone's interested, I may divulge the details in the future. I have a therapist, but not comfortable about truly opening up (the extent of what they know about me is exactly what is in the blog post). Not sure if I ever will as it's hard to tell someone face-to-face about childhood events. I'm relying on the partial anonymity of the internet to get my feelings across. I'm gonna start reading other posts and I hope I can also help others on this forum who have similar feelings.