I just really want to die at the minute. My mother is just saying stupid things like 'You're putting me on a downer' 'I need to relax and all you do is cause me grief' 'Pete (her boyfriend) will leave if I keep getting upset over you' etc My family I can't ever talk to. My arm is cut to shreds and I'm past caring, I don't care who see my arms anymore, I'm not hiding it, bloody sick of everyones judgement, it's too bloody hot for sleeves. My ex boyfriend who dumped me almost a year ago (who made me feel like shit) is still getting to me. Non stop fucking nightmares. Borderline agoraphobic/severe social anxiety/borderline Aspergers=Serious lack of social skills and inability to converse with others (even online) and sometimes too shy to even make eye contact. Tiredness, fatigue. Nobody fucking listening/saying I need to grow up and take responsibility and fight my depression. Stop blaming others (Which I don't fucking do unless it's your fault and you deserve to be told off/or just told) Stomach problems from stress. Severe lonliness, not been out in a week and not talked to anyone besides 2 people in real life. Everyone is treating me like shit and I'm sick of it, sick of everything.