My medication today cost $700+. I have about $300 from working that I can give my mom, but she keeps saying how all her money is going toward my medication, and that work is the most important thing for me to do right now. I started out taking seventeen college units and am down to three, partly so I can work more hours and partly because my depression got too bad for me to handle anything. My insurance does reimburse us, but it takes a long time. I really have no point or purpose in life. I wish I would have died when I was seven months old (I nearly did, but unfortunately lived). I can't deal with my depravity and my medication is more expensive over time than a simple funeral would be. At this rate, I am never going to finish college, and suicide seems the most reasonable solution.