I'm in a logical state of mind and I'm still suicidal. Normally if I get suicidal it's just when I'm.. unstable, but I'm fine and I want to kill myself. I'm gonna do it tomorrow because I don't want to do it in the house with people here. I don't want these people to find me. I don't really know what to do though. I need it to be 100% guaranteed. I have thought about it a long time and I know what I'm doing and that this is my only option. I have exhausted other options and I'm at the point where I either have to live with an emotionally abusive and controlling family or be homeless, and that doesn't seem like much of a choice.