hi everyone.. I'm new... feeling very suicidal. took five times more klonopin than I am supposed to. I want to die... a big part of me knows that all these feelings will pass.. today marks my 8 months of no cutting.. I just want to die. I cant stop crying. I've been dealing with this for seven years.. I'm 19.. I want it to end.. I'm sorry I'm just going on and on.. just venting. I have to be strong and press through all this..