I wasn't sure what to title this thread, but anyways...I've noticed as many of you probably have how if you try to talk with someone in real life about how you're feeling and mention suicidal, they either say quit being a baby, they get angry, act mean or hateful, or just don't want to hear it. Or they say you're just seeking attention. But then when someone does commit suicide they say if only they would have just asked for help or said something. I just don't get it. In my extended family there's been several suicides and a lot of hatred toward those that did commit suicide after the grief passed.
I've heard bad things about hospitals too and if you're honest with a doctor you'll get sent to one and that's mortifying when everyone in your life finds out.
So what do you guys think? I almost feel like it's best to just cover up everything along with how I feel and pretend like everything is well in life. It's hard but that's what I do for the most part. And that if you can't cope it's best to just off yourself without saying anything.
I've heard bad things about hospitals too and if you're honest with a doctor you'll get sent to one and that's mortifying when everyone in your life finds out.
So what do you guys think? I almost feel like it's best to just cover up everything along with how I feel and pretend like everything is well in life. It's hard but that's what I do for the most part. And that if you can't cope it's best to just off yourself without saying anything.