I have istened and read alot about suicide here and elsewhere. It is very real!! Attempts are just that a cry for help! If you wont rise up and try to " LIVE" tough the point is pretty much mute...as we all know by now. I have a question for some of you though...if you are serious about commiting suicide?.. why not make the best of it and things before ? I mean i have been trying sometimes almost succeding but someone always stops me . Brother ...docs...god maybe ?? So i have decide to do the totally childish thing...RUN AWAY!!! Go somewhere i will totally love and enjoy myself for a bit. Even is its just out camping somewhere. Personally i enjoy the water and warmth so ..in the not to distant future im goingto "run away" from all the docs and bullshit!! Run from everything all the pain and crap too! Atleast i got to try to do this for me this time no one else just me! I cant please anyone ordo anything right anyways so why bother any more.... So i wish you all well ill see you for a few here. Then im poof ....gone lol . Something has gotta be better than this!!!!
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