ive suffered from depression for around 5 years & its not nice at all! when i was 15 i took a whole load of painkillers & found myself in intensive care for 3 days in a medically induced coma after having a seizure! my family were heartbroken that i could do such a thing, bt i didnt care! i still wanted to job done ! selfish i know! but unless you feel the way depressed people do, u will never understand!