Suicide Bound **Might trigger

Discussion in 'Poet's Corner' started by expressive_child, Oct 9, 2007.

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  1. expressive_child

    expressive_child Well-Known Member

    I guess I am feeling miserable, and suffering bound..
    I am standing here, but no, no I won't break down..
    It's so pathetic, my life is stained in muddy brown..
    It feels so quiet in here, ain't no voices no sound..
    I will try looking for joy, in the lost and found..
    Perhaps, it ain't no use when pain is all around..

    Or maybe, I don't deserve love, cause I'm a freak..
    Ain't no use in praying, if tomorrow will be bleak..
    I am fine, I am sure of that cause I am not sick..
    I have no choices, anyway, I have to take a pick..
    My heart's wounded, incurable, its deeply pricked..
    My mind's demented, like a brainless action flick..

    I guess I'll try, perhaps I can find a true friend..
    I guess I refuse to think, life is eternally damned..
    Or maybe I can't face the fact I'm a broken man..
    Or maybe my luck slip away like a castle of sand..
    Perhaps this is it; I am done for and totally bent..
    Perhaps this is it; I am done for, this is the end..

    I guess I have to admit, no happiness is around..
    I guess I can stop looking in the lost and found..
    I guess its only silence; ain't no voices nor sound..
    I guess it is for sure, my life's as shitty as brown..
    I guess I am sorry, I am definitely breaking down;
    I am suffering in my misery, and I'm suicide bound..
  2. Blackness

    Blackness Guest

    All I want is for you to find happiness :hug:
  3. Lestat

    Lestat Well-Known Member

    That is so fucking amazing.

    Did you write this??
  4. expressive_child

    expressive_child Well-Known Member

    Yeah, I write this. Writing depressing poems helps me in coping. Thanks for the comment... :hug:
  5. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Member Safety & Support SF Supporter

    amazing poem :hug:
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