I just get so angry at times when elsewhere on the internet I hear of people saying they feel so depressed, they wish they were dead, etc. and then people will mock them, say that life is precious and beautiful and you'll go to hell if you die, blah blah blah. There's too many people out there that don't understand us depressed and suicidal people. The ONLY way they can understand is if they go through the crippling depression we face every day. I used to be like them but now realize how painful depression and suicide is. Its not our fault your life is so fucking perfect and peachy and ours is miserable. Sorry! And if there is a heaven or hell, I really hope those who commit suicide all of them go to heaven, they already went through hell on Earth, they don't need anymore pain and suffering. I don't care if you are a muderer and killed your self, you are not weak, not a coward, not selfish or pathetic, you were just overwhelmed by so much depression and nobody can understand that. Damn it, I'm pissed off about that. I have the deepest condolences for those who commit suicide and for their loved ones and family. We need to make more people open their eyes about depression and suicide. Too many depressed/sucidal people are just ignored, both the person suffering and society thinking it'll just go away, its a phase, he/she is just doing it for attention, etc. Basically, society wishes that depressed/suicidal people never existed, face it, we're a burden on them, our misery is transferred to them, our family and friends suffer when we are depressed and its even worse then when you have to hide your pain from everyone and smile.