A few months ago I had a suicide attempt, since then I have been trying to get better, but today I cant see the point of it. I must be a bad person cos no one wants to know. my family dumped me cos of my depression and so has a couple of friends one of which I helped through a depression. Now today I got a text from a friend who says he hasnt the time for me. If I had cancer people would want to help me but cos I have depression they hate me. I cant see the point anymore to go through life knowing everyone hates me and wants me dead is too much. I had stopped drinking about a year ago cos it has done my liver anygood plus im on meds that cant drink with. But Ive started today again and now I have tummy ache. the drink is the only friend I can trust to make me feel better and trust cos that wont leave me.
I wont be missed if I ended it, in fact I think everyone would have a party.
I just want to curl up drink my self stupid and never wake up. Wish I knew why I am hated so much. with other problems cant see the point anymore.
sorry cant say anymore
susie
I wont be missed if I ended it, in fact I think everyone would have a party.
I just want to curl up drink my self stupid and never wake up. Wish I knew why I am hated so much. with other problems cant see the point anymore.
sorry cant say anymore
susie