I'm really worried about this friend of mine, she's only 13-14, she self-harms herself and she is suicidal, we do talk on msn quite a bit. I do know this girl in person. The problem is she normally goes on msn and myspace, however she hasn't been on them for days, simply put, I'm having all these negative thoughts and feelings that maybe she gave in to the urges. I really do hope that, that isn't the case, I just hope she's okay. I mean I've never lost a person I knew, to suicide before, the last words I said to her were "I'll always be there for you, if you need me", I know there's also the prospect that I'm being over-dramatic and that she probably hasn't. I mean, I can call her mobile phone, but I'm extremely afraid that I might have to endure bad news and if she really is gone, then I'll be blaming myself, for not being there for her, like I promised her. I really do hope, she's okay, wish I had the courage to call her and see how she's going.