Hey: Yep you heard right!! Dont know why some are..not sure any of us are really meant to know that. Seems though that alot of people do consider it at times and even do the "deed" so to speak. Most dont really dont want to do that though.. they just dont want to live doing or being who they are at the time i think. Maybe its even a way to reach out for help of sorts. One thing i do know or have learned over the years!!! Dont be so quick to write yourself off!!Try everything you can to change yourself or the way you think or the situation you happen to be in first. Try meds or docs or counseling or family or friends or web sites. I know we arein a "hurry up" society now but sometimes it really does take time sometimes. Do yourself a favor...take the time..always. Even if it means..most horrid of all.."talking". Talk and talk and talk some more and take the damn time to really search for something..anything that will help you not be what you think you are now!Its been real though and thanks to some of you that really do try and help others ....I think that god has a special place in his heart for you!!!