I want to die , i really do my whole lifes a sham , i was born to be tormented , by everything , i hate my life its fucken shit and i want to die die die die i got no physical friends to talk to what so ever and its fucken shit the last time i went out was 4 years ago , i wish i could just find the stength to throw myself off a building my deppression grows everyday of every minute and its getting a lot stronger. My self-harm has doubled in the last 2 days im sick of feeling this way , i want happyness , i really do. ps im sorry for the swearing There is no impossibility to him who stands prepared to conquer every hazard. The fearful are the failing. :sad: :sad: :sad: :sad: :sad: :sad: :sad: :sad: :sad: I where and huge cloak so no-one can now how i truley feels thats^^^ how i feel everyday^^^ . People sometimes can i think im happy but deep down im a time bomb ready to explode.