I am a 25 yr old man.I am schizophrenic for 8 yrs. I will kill myself very soon.I have several reasons for doing so. 1. I don't have a job. I have tried to get a job but failed at it. I have given around 3-4 interviews but did not get any call from them. 2. My family is in massive debt because of me.I got admission to an elite college where the fees is very high but after going for a month I couldn't continue my study.I was bullied not only by peers but also by some teachers.So, I just stopped going there. Let me be more clear. My father has paid 4 lakh Indian rupee to that college for a course of 2 yrs .I attended the college for a month and during that time I was bullied/emotionally and mentally abused by peers and a couple of senior teachers.(I know why they behaved like that - I am super introvert,i am extremely good natured,i am kind...)They psychologically harassed me. 3. This is the most painful. I am heart broken. The girl whom I love has left me for someone else. I love this girl with all my heart.We were in a relationship for a year but for the past one and a half months she did not speak to me. Today she told me that she is in a relationship with someone else and she also said that I should die.(I know why she did that - I don't have a job.That guy has one.I am mentally ill. He isn't.) I will end myself within this month. I am such a burden.