I have attempted with pills took a lot, and now I have pain in my heart, got it checked it's not damaged, still have to go to another doctor. I have to drink this strong pepper for my heart otherwise I would have disturbing pain from my heart, that's what I would have to live with. Whatever is bugging you don't do it, it can be worse, you think it's easy to die, but why do you want to die? Money comes and goes, love comes and goes, things come and go. Nothing to die over, it's no joke I just want people to know how suicide hurt me, and I just hope you all think about it before you start to play with your life. Life it's a beautifull thing.