"Post here if you are suffering from suicidal feelings." Well I'm not suffering. The thoughts have been constant for so long. They are about the only thing that doesnt make me suffer lately. I find a sense of peace when I go over the plan in my mind. And I have put off long enough what has to be done. I just cant do life any more. I'm too alone and too lost to find any other solution to end all the suffering. So no more suffering.