Just wondering if anybody carries around or has around the house or in their bag something to do themselves in with. I seem to, I just seem to feel happier to have it, sort of become my security blanket. I also had something else hidden up in the roof that my husband found and he didn't tell me but told my counsellor.hmy: My husband found something in my bag the other day, :blink: but he didn't tell me that he found it, he says we have to talk but he can't bring the topic up, and I don't like to worry him. Sorry about the strange topics, but I can't exactly say to anyone else the things I do, I would totally flip them out. I know that it is not normal and also a very dangerous thing to do. Since seeing the counsellor on Friday I have a strong urge to go to the shops and buy more stuff.