Well, I think I have reached my limit today. Whatever that limit is. I am going to try and kill myself today, well tonight. Maybe I'm just a cry baby. But whatever I am, I just don't want to live anymore. I love my family, but I am not special. Not to anyone, so I guess I don't see any reason to live. This site saved me a few times. But I guess I just accept death now. Everyone dies eventually anyways. Not sure how I am going to do iit but i'll find something creative.