What to say is I am nok gonna kill myself at all. It is insane,its not cool. Life suck to the max . I can turn it around & make it funny as hell. If I go one more step , I am gonna be in Hollywood making a living making people laugh. Two. I can be an obnoxious son of a bitch ,but they love my humor anyway so fucked killinf myself. Three: Ralph Cramdon loves funny jokes & you can be on HBO making an ass about everybody & they all think its funny. Forget the " Suicide" crap. Jesus will nok gonna love you if you do that eh.