Lately I've been looking for someone to go out with. I don't want to die alone. I want to go out with a really pretty girl. I joined this site vampirefreaks.com. There are a lot of hott girls there, some suicidal I think. I also posted on a couple of other sites that randomly had talks of suicide pact's. I got one message on MySpace but I don't know, the girl wasn't that pretty. I want my last day to be perfect, and then I won't wake up. Anyone else ever have one of these, or think about?