Three friends of mine and myself agreed to commit suicide together. We all have our reasons but we are all in the same boat and feel like this is out only out. This isn't a spur of the moment idea we had; we talked about it around a month or so ago but now that some time has passed and nothing has improved we figured we should go through with it. However, I have my doubts. Out of us four, I am the only one who has guts to do anything whether its killing a spider or hood surfing on a car. I'm worried I'll be the only one to do it...but I recently just found out that if they do it and I don't and I knew about, I'll get in trouble. So what do I do? Go ahead with it anyway? ...cause it's either death or jail and I really don't want to live any longer, especially behind bars.