Hello, I have long had suicidal thoughts with a suicide attempt about a year ago where I ended up in a psychiatric ward. < Mod edit Hazel: method >. I still have some anxiety feelings about this and thats why I write this. I have gone to th train station to try a prepare myself or maybe do it earlier. I'm not good writing long messages so maybe I can write back instead. PS. English is not my first language in case it matters.