Over the past 6 months or so I've completely lost my mind. There was actually a point where I lost track of reality and thought I was going to be sent to a war zone. Things fell apart when I lost my old residents, all of my belongings, job that I loved and all the people I had become acquainted with. That's the least of it though. I started having voices in my head. LOTS of them. Constantly rubbing all my past downfalls in my face and saying how worthless I am and that I should just die and go to hell. I hear these voices 90% of the day saying all kinds of things, shoving all kinds of terrifying and disgusting thoughts into my head. They say my life is on television (everything I do, say and think is apparently being watched/listened to). IT DRIVES ME MAD... sometimes I feel that I am just a burden to everyone now and that suicide really is the only answer. My mother tells me otherwise but really to me the voices ring true.. I AM WORTHLESS now and I can hardly stand to wake up every morning, I just want to sleep forever. On top of the voices I've also been having a lot of frightening, perverted and strange dreams to deal with. My sanity is gone, I feel like a caged animal or an experiment gone terribly wrong. I'm surprised I can even read and type coherently.