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standingintherain90

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i am really having a tough time, i am really thinking about ending my life because i can't deal with the pain i am in. i have no one to tlk to, i am alone, and will always be alone.
 
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Hello,

welcome to the forums.

I'm glad you found us.

What has happened that caused you to feel this way? :hug:
 
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standingintherain90

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i was in a psych hospital 3 days ago in maine and now i am living in vermont with my sister but she is always working. i feel so alone, i really feel like i am not worth it. i am not able to go to a hospital to get help because my insurance is only good in maine. i am scared because my life is on the line and i dont know what to do, i dont even have a phone...
 
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standingintherain90 said:
i was in a psych hospital 3 days ago in maine and now i am living in vermont with my sister but she is always working. i feel so alone, i really feel like i am not worth it. i am not able to go to a hospital to get help because my insurance is only good in maine. i am scared because my life is on the line and i dont know what to do, i dont even have a phone...
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:sad: I'm sorry things seem so bad. Is there any way you can go to maine by yourself to the hospital? Do you have friend , or any other family members to talk to about this? You are worth every bit of it. Its the depression talking when you say you aren't worth it :hug:
 
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standingintherain90

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i don't drive and i dont know anyone...i already took to much of my meds...and i am ready to take the blade. the rges won't go away...last time i cut i had to get staples and stiches i am scared because when i dissociate i dont know what i am doing...i am feelling a bit dizzzy....
 
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standingintherain90 said:
i don't drive and i dont know anyone...i already took to much of my meds...and i am ready to take the blade. the rges won't go away...last time i cut i had to get staples and stiches i am scared because when i dissociate i dont know what i am doing...i am feelling a bit dizzzy....
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:unsure: Please put down the blade. Call your sister..even if she is at work right now.You need someone there with you. Put the meds out of your reach and keep talking to us :hug: You can get through this!
 
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Sorry things are so difficult for you at the moment.. i'm glad that you found this forum though and hope it helps to have this safe place to talk and find support. Is there any way you go go back to Maine so that your insurance could be valid again and you can get some more medical help? Sounds like a really scary and lonely place for you at the moment. We're here :hug:
 
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standingintherain90

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Jenny said:
Sorry things are so difficult for you at the moment.. i'm glad that you found this forum though and hope it helps to have this safe place to talk and find support. Is there any way you go go back to Maine so that your insurance could be valid again and you can get some more medical help? Sounds like a really scary and lonely place for you at the moment. We're here :hug:
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thank you....my sister would have to drive me and she is at work and i don't think she will want to drive back there so soon...
 
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Keep yourself occupied with something you enjoy until she gets back. Distract yourself. You have made it to this point, that shows you are strong enough to keep going.
 
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standingintherain90 said:
i have nothin here i am not stong i already cut and its deep, its all over
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Hmm..you need to go to a hospital. I know you can't go because of the circumstances. I think you should ask a neighbor if you can borrow their phone to call your sister. It doesnt matter that you dont know them :hug:
 
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You can go to your neighbours house even if you don't know them.. go in and ask them if you can use their phone, explain who you are and that it's urgent. Call your sister and get some medical attention x
 
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