suicide thoughts

Discussion in 'Help Me! I Need to Talk to Someone.' started by standingintherain90, Feb 4, 2009.

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  1. i am really having a tough time, i am really thinking about ending my life because i can't deal with the pain i am in. i have no one to tlk to, i am alone, and will always be alone.
     
  2. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hello,

    welcome to the forums.

    I'm glad you found us.

    What has happened that caused you to feel this way? :hug:
     
  3. i was in a psych hospital 3 days ago in maine and now i am living in vermont with my sister but she is always working. i feel so alone, i really feel like i am not worth it. i am not able to go to a hospital to get help because my insurance is only good in maine. i am scared because my life is on the line and i dont know what to do, i dont even have a phone...
     
  4. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :sad: I'm sorry things seem so bad. Is there any way you can go to maine by yourself to the hospital? Do you have friend , or any other family members to talk to about this? You are worth every bit of it. Its the depression talking when you say you aren't worth it :hug:
     
  5. i don't drive and i dont know anyone...i already took to much of my meds...and i am ready to take the blade. the rges won't go away...last time i cut i had to get staples and stiches i am scared because when i dissociate i dont know what i am doing...i am feelling a bit dizzzy....
     
  6. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    :unsure: Please put down the blade. Call your sister..even if she is at work right now.You need someone there with you. Put the meds out of your reach and keep talking to us :hug: You can get through this!
     
  7. i don't have a way to call anyone i do not have a phone....i can't put it....
     
  8. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    When does she get home? :hug: Can you use a neighbours phone?
     
  9. Jenny

    Jenny Staff Alumni

    Sorry things are so difficult for you at the moment.. i'm glad that you found this forum though and hope it helps to have this safe place to talk and find support. Is there any way you go go back to Maine so that your insurance could be valid again and you can get some more medical help? Sounds like a really scary and lonely place for you at the moment. We're here :hug:
     
  10. i don't know the neighbors and she gets out in 8 hours.....
     
  11. thank you....my sister would have to drive me and she is at work and i don't think she will want to drive back there so soon...
     
  12. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Okay..I understand. Please go and get some rest or take a walk.Keep yourself safe until she comes hun. Do whatever it takes, just don't harm yourself. You can get through this :hug:
     
  13. i already did
     
  14. i dont feel good at all././
     
  15. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Keep yourself occupied with something you enjoy until she gets back. Distract yourself. You have made it to this point, that shows you are strong enough to keep going.
     
  16. i have nothin here i am not stong i already cut and its deep, its all over
     
  17. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    Hmm..you need to go to a hospital. I know you can't go because of the circumstances. I think you should ask a neighbor if you can borrow their phone to call your sister. It doesnt matter that you dont know them :hug:
     
  18. Jenny

    Jenny Staff Alumni

    You can go to your neighbours house even if you don't know them.. go in and ask them if you can use their phone, explain who you are and that it's urgent. Call your sister and get some medical attention x
     
  19. they will see the blood i jst have to wait......
     
  20. Petal

    Petal SF dreamer Staff Alumni SF Supporter

    it doesnt matter that they will see the blood. It could be worse, your sister could come home and find you dead :sad:
     
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