ive never posted on one of thoses sites before but i dont know what to do right now. i am scared im going to kill myself tonight, the voices are telling me to kill myself. i dont even know what theyre saying, i just know that they'r there right now because im feelnig their wants. like im automatic or something. i dont even know how to explain how i feel because i dont even know how i feel. i usually feel, when theyre telling me to do this, that i want them to shut up, i can ignore them, but now its like theyre camouflaging themselves into my head and making me feel what they feel, that i "DO" want to kill myself and that i "WILL". why wont anybody lsiten to me? i dont know what to do to make them stop. im trying not to be graphic here. but the compulsion i getting right now is to remove the cause from my head. i dont even know why im posting here. my last grasp on life? my last chance to trust someone. please i would be grateful if i could recieve some advice on how to stop the inevitable from happeining.